#46 What I thought I Knew by Alice Eve Cohen. After a nasty divorce, Alice is happy. She is raising her adopted daughter, living with a guy she will soon marry, and her career is taking off. Then at forty-four, after experiencing unusual symptoms, she is run through a number of tests, x-rays, prescribed hormone treatments, she is diagnosed with a tumor, but when she has a CAT scan, she finds she is six months pregnant.

This book is full of emotion, indecision, despair, misinformation from the medical world, and understandable depression. With no prenatal care and no insurance coverage, Alice goes back and forth between abortion and adoption. She is confronted with problems concerning the baby's gender and when delivered, the child is diagnosed with Russell-Silver Syndrome. This diagnosis presents a whole new set of problems. Can Alice love this child?

The story is very compelling and I cold clearly understand the moral dilemma Alice faced. Amazingly, it never made me cry. I guess that is because it isn't sentimental or sappy. Man, what an ordeal!