# 47 A Guide to Quality, Taste, and Style by Tim Gunn. I love this kind of book. The book tells about finding one's own style, taste, and then buying the best quality possible. I always chuckle at myself since I love black. Now, according to Gunn, I should stick with it instead of fighting the urge to buy clothing other than black. The answer, accessorize with color. Gee, I knew that. And buying the best quality? Well, being an art teacher doesn't require clothing of top quality, just clothing that doesn't show paint and can be cleaned easily. Maybe that's another reason I favor black. Gunn also recommends buying cheap trendy accessories. That makes sense to me. But, I have one up on Gunn, I don't need trendy accessories. I don't need four or five purses. I do like jewelry and have been trying to upgrade with less but nicer earrings. I don't wear many necklaces, so I tend toward bracelets.

I love texture and fabrics, I love cashmere, and I think it would be great to have my hair cut and styled in New York City. Actually, in the end, I have really cut back on buying clothing. That is except for shoes. I have followed Gunn's advice for several years and my closet is pretty bear. It just means I can start over again. Really, the book had some good advice. And, it was a great diversion.

#46 What I thought I Knew by Alice Eve Cohen. After a nasty divorce, Alice is happy. She is raising her adopted daughter, living with a guy she will soon marry, and her career is taking off. Then at forty-four, after experiencing unusual symptoms, she is run through a number of tests, x-rays, prescribed hormone treatments, she is diagnosed with a tumor, but when she has a CAT scan, she finds she is six months pregnant.

This book is full of emotion, indecision, despair, misinformation from the medical world, and understandable depression. With no prenatal care and no insurance coverage, Alice goes back and forth between abortion and adoption. She is confronted with problems concerning the baby's gender and when delivered, the child is diagnosed with Russell-Silver Syndrome. This diagnosis presents a whole new set of problems. Can Alice love this child?

The story is very compelling and I cold clearly understand the moral dilemma Alice faced. Amazingly, it never made me cry. I guess that is because it isn't sentimental or sappy. Man, what an ordeal!